Its been awhile.
I almost forgot about this.
A lot of things have changed since my last post. we've moved again but that should come as no surprise. We actually have our own home now. I regretted the choice at first base on the amount of work that needed to be put into the house but if anything it just made the bond stronger to it. I care about this house a lot. A lot of time, effort, thought and work have gone into making it too even where it is today and there's still plenty to do.
Instead of dreading that like i have in the past, I look forward to it. I discover something new about it all the time it seems. Change my mind about a certain attitude towards it, or idea as well.
That thought apply to my life as well. It's .... "funny" to me how a simple thing like watching a movie or hearing a song can totally change my mood. I've been feeling very restless lately. I know why... but the reasons effect me greatly. Mot as greatly as one would expect though, I know i'm sounding cryptic but... secrets are meant to be hidden sometimes...
Watching the movie: The Secret of Kells this morning made me feel peaceful. Made me feel creative, calmed and settled. It made me feel like myself. Something that has been lacking lately.
Also these songs : Lana Del Ray - Born to Die & Major Lazer- Get Free have this effect on me last as well.
I think i'll be writing more... we'll see.
