i started writing a Christian romance novel about 1.5 years ago now and i have yet to finish it. the publishing company i had contacted are apart of the barbour books/heartsong presents. the end product has to be 45,000 words and i'm around 32,000. i keep coming up with different ways to end it or different things to say but then i sit down in front of the computer and just stare or get sidetracked. I also am still determined to finish it though. at this point I don't even care if it's published... I just want a end product!
I've been having a lot of communication problems lately. I feel myself sheltering everything I say and even think. Not only to shield feelings but also to avoid conflict. its not that I'm thinking horrible things or even mean/bad things from people. Its a sense of wanting to be a lone or at peace that is making me avoid talking at most times in general. I just feel tired. Tired of the average. tired of the normal. tired of the routine.
don't get me wrong i truly love my family, i couldn't live without my husband or daughter. or any of my other family , they truly are my stronghold/lifeline. i just feel so restless.
this blog may help me sort through some things after all.
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